Wednesday, October 12, 2005
walking down esplanade.. to merlion park.. to fullerton.. back to esplanade...
n i'm alone.. all alone.. with tears... sit by e' river.. thinkin of e' memories we had.. all i can sae is.. i'm hurt...
caught a falling star @ 11:56 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
y everione got it.. bt i didn.. oh well.. tt's fate ba.. i hv my hol back.. time for more swims i think.. :p *thinkin on e' brighter side*
i'm bored!! was locked at hm e' whole of ydae n 2dae.. bt dear is bringin mi out later for dinner.. haha.. :p so.. nvm..
i miss dear..
getting fatter.. dear brought mi for supper again!! not ice cream dis time.. bt it's satay!! oh my!! can c e' meat n fats fr e' satay growin on my stomach.. gettin bigger n bigger.. like a swimin float!!
promised julie to go sentosa dis sun.. haha.. :p time to meet up wif them again!! sc n jr.. :p oh my.. gettin darker liao!!
managed to finish my theory paper.. yippy!!
feel so loneli suddenli.. i'm no longer e' usual wanfern.. tryin to hide.. escape fr everithg.. i cant face all e' reality.. i dun.. i dun wan... stayin at hm.. hidin under e' blanket cryin doesn help! y is life so unfair.. they all live a much better life den me.. it's so unfair!! all dis r killin me.. i'm tire.. can someone plz take mi away.. away fr dis scary and fearful place......
..promise not to leave me please..
..promise u'll always be there for me..
..promise u'll always be with me..
~fernny~
caught a falling star @ 5:38 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
hurt..
gastric is comin back.. is there ani solution which i no need to eat medicine n yet my gastric can go away?
quarrel.. no more plz..
gastric... go away plz..
troubles.. get lost.....
gossips....... STOP IT!!
well.. everithg was over..
there's a lot for mi to sae.. bt i choose not to.. it's all over.... :p tml will be a better dae i hope..
hol.. juz woke up.. dear forgot to wake me up n he fell aslp... :p theory paper is not finish.. n fri is e' submission.. die liao lar.. cable for cam is not wrkin.. n i had to take pics for my case study.. die liao lar.. oh ya..
happi b'dae fang.. :p enjoy ur dae.. ;p stay happi always.. :) sMiLe
chalet was fun.. in e' pool.. kana chase by security..
went playground wif rain n jazz was marvellous.. i enjoy.. cycle all e' way there.. e' playground wif new thgs.. 3 of us look like 3 yrs old kids sia.. haha.. :p swing... n e' toilet bowl seat.. haha.. :p spider web.. blah blah..
bt i fall sick e' 2nd nite.. :( bt still i had lotsa fun.. :p esp on e' bed wif rain n jazz.. STUPID!!
beach wif them n mumpheng.. lookin at e' sea.. thunder... slp by e' pool... cooling!!
tob's b'dae chalet.. didn manage to go.. it's too last min lar.. so soli bro.. we shall meet up soon.. n u'll hv a gd scoldin fr me.. wahaha.. :p ani.. u had grown up for another yr.. GROW UP PLEASE!! n seriously go n get me a sister-in-law... wahaha.. :p
i missed DE chalet too.. forgot all abt it.. promise to go down.. bt i didn.. opps.. n they called n scold mi.. :'(
i went for a swim ydae.. became darker liao..
think i spend a lot dis few daes for shoppin.. omg!!!!!!!! n i bought myself a new pair of slippers.. bt e' pair i like.. no more stock.. NO MORE STOCK IN ANY OTHER OUTLET!! so sad... :'(
well.. end for e' dae.. shall fix a dae n bomb everithg out to fishy n sc soon.... :p wahaha.. :p
~fernny~ life will not be complete without u..
caught a falling star @ 3:56 AM